I am sitting in front of my laptop right now and still wondering how God determines our life. Yesterday, when I was going to Kuala Lumpur and doing something fun with my Indonesian friends there, I got a bad new from one of my members, Upi. The bad news announced that Upi's friend named Arya passed away. Upi thought that he was her senior and at that time I never devised the man who passed away is the man whom I recognize well. After reading a message from Upi's friend, I really shocked and lost my words. Her friend told that Arya Winza has passed away. "Hold on..I have heard this name before!" I thought. I frightened to think that Arya was my friend, not the another Arya. I was curious and I wanted to make a sure for this. I begged Upi to give my friend's number, Erick. Then I sent message and asked him for the rightness. Unbelievable, the truth told he was Arya who's my friend. Arya who loves playing guitar, Arya who's enjoying to play the games online, Arya who's easily ashamed, Arya who's a kind guy and at the time, everything about Arya rotated on my mind. I felt a sad atmosphere that covered me at night.
After I arrived in my room, then I checked Arya's facebook. I found a lot of friends wrote plenty of farewell words to his wall. I was silent and read them carefully. Suddenly, I awaked and realized that I can not meet him again till my turn comes. I love Germany and so he does. We were hardly supporting Germany when Germany competed with others in World Cup 2010. I never imagined before that it was his last chance to watch the world cup. He won't be able to see and support Germany sturdily at the next world cup in 2014. This life is short and so our meeting is. Undetected heart disease has attacked him.
People came and went as they want and just the only God who determines the way. I am writing this blog to memorize Arya Winzan as a good friend of mine. To memorize everything about him that's best to be remembered. This young man's life reminds us to do a lot of goodness in our short life. We never know when God will take away our chance or even our lovely people to live and for breathing. Do the best things to every single person around you and make them happy. Believe in your God and surrender all your whole life into His embrace. By God's kindness and supervision, we absolutely can push away our worries and let the frightfulness go. I believe Arya Winzan is really happy now in meeting with our Father in the heaven. I was dropping my tears while imagined he's smiling and sitting beside God now. I believe you are happy right now and Jesus takes care of you as well as you never dream of. Heaven is very wonderful and amazing place. Isn't it?:)
Good bye, my friend. Send my best regards to all of heaven's spirits. We're gonna miss you in here:') Thanks Lord for the chance that You've given to me by knowing everything about Arya and to be his friend along his life.
Rest in Peace, Arya. A well-known person is remembered by people after his death.


I see ppl around us will be leaving us one by one... No matter whether they are ppl we love or not at all, they will leave us...
ReplyDeleteI also experienced what has happened with you, Sel and I knew how hurt it is: to be left by ppl we love.
It's good for him to have you as his friend. You wrote about him, and ppl will know him from your writings... You did a very a good job instead of make fun of others. :')
Love you...